closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you're frozen
/ leona lewis

as life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
and I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
so I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
and things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
that you were sitting home just wishing we
could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how I am so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there are some problems
and I am not too blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if I can't apologize for being wrong
then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
orden jag behövde höra som aldrig kom ur din mun
/ akon

jag kommer springa in i väggen och bara ramla itu
innan jag fattar vad som hänt, vilka broar jag bränt
brukar vara svartsjuk som få, men det var värre då
när du lämnade mig ibland blev hela världen grå
jag vet knappt vad som är bra med mig
varför du kämpar på och vill va med mig
försöker mörka mitt sätt men det blir ofta fel
sanningen bakom ridån är nåt jag ibland ser
grubblar över saker som jag nog aldrig förstått
deprimerad mellanåt, det jag bär på är svårt
jag har kanske tappat det helt, spelat för många spel
målat in mig i ett hörn, fått en törn
det är då jag hatar mig själv och kommer på det
för jag har ingen jävla aning om vafan jag håller på med
/ petter